Roller Coaster March

this month has been a hell of roller coaster for me.

busy with capital B and U and S and Y, i kid you not!

almost everyday ada je plan after work and my weekends are well - everyone's weekend. i'm a very home person (if there is such a term hehehe) i like staying at home doing absolutely nothing just chill with myself. of course, i'm the most self-conceited slash obsessed slah fish (selfish btw, you DO get it kan?) person in the world i've ever known.

wish i could blog more, there are so many things i wanted to share but had no time to, no laptop oso. you prolly wouldn't believe me sebab i played this busy-no-time card way too often tetapi i have a proof okayyy and here it is;

7 unpublished entries. i don't totally neglect you, blog. i may be busy but i love pouring my heart out here. amboi, poyo.

so ijinin kak bedah laju-laju update bulan march punya aktiviti which if i had more time later, i'll blog about it in details. don't put your hope too high, kak bedah is busyyy dan by the time kak bedah sudah tidak sibuk lagi, cerita pun sudah basi. hmm. hehe.

1) my two sisters who decide to pop out in March, how convenient *rollseyes*

Xeera and Ira. celebrated both birthdays. Ira's with all the clans and Xeera's with only me and her.

a very quick one. distance what? pftttt johor and kl were just next to each other kan? it's funny how during our uni years i hated wearing anything black and white while she's the one with 239 black cardigans and now it's the opposite. she was wearing something bright (who the hell was she?!! i screamed to myself at that time), it's orange blouse omg that's not xeera that's just not her! and me, wearing something dull *coughs* lawyer-like *coughs* kind of kurung. seriously, what happened to both of us? missing each other so much that we literally switched souls ke macam mana ni?! btw, her birthday was on 13 March, it's not too late to wish her GO NOW. i need to write something about her. this one definitely needs a longggg post with a lot of pictures in it! later, insyaallah.

Ira's birthday was another whole lot different story that deserves one long post which i don't have time yet to write kakakaka. there was a surprise party for her it's sweet it's meaningful yada yada too bad i can't find the pictures in my phone (must have forgotten to save it from whatsapp group MY BAD!) so up above was the intimate dinner she had with her 8 years 8 months boyfriend, Alan on her birthday. they had lobsters whatever so pissed off why was i not even there pfttt whatever really whatever. oh dan rupanya ada sesuatu yang come. did you know time celebrate birthday ira tu tetiba ali datang dan cakap "kau tak tulis pon pasal birthday aku kat blog kau. hari-hari aku check tapi takde. birthday anan pon takde!" olololo comel walaupun part HARI-HARI AKU CHECK tu sounds a lil bit exaggerated tetapi i'd love to think he checks my blog daily. kuang kuang kuanggg bye.

2) weddings.

Anis Amira the primary school classmate.

hmmmm the problem with standing next to a beaut, you look so ugly duckling. haha.

Ieda and EG - both are my friends from different circles.

i have a picture of me standing in between the bride and groom just to piss them off tetapi they are good people they think it's completely okay omg whyyy?! tak jadi nak letak sebab tak memarahkan pon hmm. EG ni kawan time sekolah menengah. used to tease him a lot back in form 1 tapi dia memang jenis cool, sengih-sengih aje tetapi telinga merah. telinga merah tu tanda malu lettewwww. ieda pulak kawan time kat uitm sarawak - laptop mu laptop ku jua, bilik mu bilik ku jua. i installed games in her laptop pizza frenzy cake mania semuaaa tu and i got bored shortly after makanya ieda ni lah yang main sampai menang pftt. dan time tu kegilaan aku adalah lagu-lagu indon melly goeslow semua tuh makanya aku transfer semua lagu tu dalam laptop dia dan dia pon kebetulan suka juga makanya jadi lah laptop bersama tau tak time dia kahwin dia bukak lagu-lagu tu? they make a good sweet nice couple, so glad they end up together!

3) occasional casual dine outs

fiqsgastronomy with le close cousin, tya.

with my hommies, pishang-pishang sekalian.

 with the girlfriends, Vio and D.

look who decided to pay me a visit at work on friday (oh yesterday)

another outing with the same Mademoiselle.

oops busy fasheeha with the sloppiest ever eyebrows! haha.

Lola came for a visit all the way from setia city mall - no pictures of us pfttt vhatttt izzz dizzz nonzenzeee. of course when guest came to your place you gotta treat her something she likes. caramel macchiato. okay.

dinnerina with ballerinas.

the blue flowers decided to make an appearance to every picture of us. sigh that attention whore haih.


4) quick catchups

ha ha ha RUNNING EVENT. she must had knocked her head or something. nice try! BUT NO.

the brave bitch that dares to not text me first who does she think she is why do i have to text her first omg why is she trying to be invisible this bitch so pfttt.

aaaaa so a lot moreeee malas nak carik dalam phone!

5) sad news everywhere

apart of MH370 and the death sentence of ikhwanul muslimin, i have quite a rough month also.

Mr. Daddy was admitted due to early symptoms of stroke and a sky high blood pressure. nothing to worry here, Daddy is a lot better now. well, not actually but as long as he's not hospitalized and he's taking his medicine religiously, i'm more than happy already! was so glad i'm surrounded by concerned people who called and texted me but i was too busy to even properly reply. sorry! talked to xeera about this auwww man does she knowww how to comfort me! :') but i cried a lot that particular weekend it has been quite some time i didn't cry that much couldn't even remember if i ever cried that much before haha all is well now, i'm back at being the chirpy me.

my uncle was also admitted and warded due to breathing problem something that has to do with oxygen in but carbon dioxide can't out i dunno. my uncle was big before but stroke eats him up he's now half of his size (or maybe even quarter). so sadddd because i am close to him okayyy i spent most of my teenage years with my acu and paksu! babysit their twin sons, followed them everywhere (bowling, karaoke, snooker centre yes they're cool people), slept at their house.

6) the goodbyes

cherryn resigned last monday. one of the closest ones to me in the office. check out the huge bum of mine! god, those extra fleshes or fats whatever need to just poof and gone!

introducing you my ex boss (haha EX okayyy), the ever so fierce Noni! doesn't look so fierce here but wait until you hear she screams calling your name! cold feet. shivers. heart pumping so fast. face turning blue. the boss that once made me lose my sleep at night. haha. but also the same person who offered me to work in Jakarta.

aaaaaaa wish i can update more but i'm in the middle of something.

hope your month is much more fulfilling than mine!

till then.

:)

Sister Turning 25 (Natasha Azrah)

Title: Natasha Azrah's 25th Birthday Bash

Theme: Hawaiian Party

Date: 31st January 2014

Time: 8.30pm till 4.00am (you read it right, peeps)

Venue: Damas Suites & Residences (C-05-11, i still remember clearly i'm so genius *blownails*)

Host: susah nak cakap, but i think we were all the host for the night! ;) but let's keep it simple, it's Mas Ashriq Shazwan, the boyfriend.

Guest: Natasha Azrah the pretty little princess so pretty you just wanna hate her. ptuih. 

Decorated by; Ira, Elda and Me (with the help of Anan!)

sebelum bercerita panjang (it's a longggg post, don't say i didn't remind you it's my sister's birthday what do you expect?!), let me introduce you guys dengan kesemua main contributors (effort, time, money) for this event;

1) Mas Ashriq Shazwan, the boyfriend. (the cake, the suite, the surprise)

2) Elida Dulbahri, the sister and the best friend for yearsss long before others and i know Tasha. (she's the most stressful person for the event you wouldn't believe! she wanted everything to be perfect and well, it's a perfect night, anyways *atleast for us* hehe)

3) Athirah Zawidi, the sister and the best friend (the lei, the decorations, the fruits, the endless ideas and even her sister helped us!)

4) Alan Naif and Diyana Amira, the boyfriend's best friend and his girlfriend (runner for the day! picked up cake, bought Nasi Goreng, bought sugar hehe) 

5) Abdul Hanan, the kind of friend you wanna hate but you just can't bahaha (the balloons' guardian, the photographer for us during preparation moment, the chillax bro whom made sure everything was intact)

6) Nasrullah, the friend who had a last minute work in Jakarta thus no single picture of him in this post sorry bye Nas hahaha (the one who handled the suite's reservation)

7) Azlan Pbear, the friend that always missed parties and events because he's so dedicated to work hmmm promote him already Holiday Villa's bosses! ;ppp (you see the ALOHA watermelon in the picture? it's his part of contribution. oh well you won't see the ALOHA tembikai in the above picture because it's not in there pfttt) 

8) Me, the sister ke mummy ke sister ke mummy ke both?! and best friend (the sleeping partner bahaha no i mean not THAT kinda sleeping partner duhhh apa tu yang pasangan lelap eh panggil dalam bahasa melayu yang dia tak berapa nak contribute apa-apa sangat tetapi keuntungan dia dapat jugak tu? well keuntungan in this case adalah makanan. siapa makan paling banyak angkat tangan?! bukan saya, sebenarnya Bob bye)

and there were others yang datang bersusah payah memeriahkan majlis balik kerja penat-penat pun masih datang, thank you bagi pihak Tasha dan Husband (eh?);

9) Ali, manusia penting pemeriah majlis penyanyi dan performer of the night.
10) Acap dan Adele, the Limbo Rock Legend (ke nama permainan tu yang menyakitkan hati kena lentik-lentik badan tu?)
11) Bob dan alamak lupa nama yang budak uitm perak tu ya allah berdosanyaaaa rasaaa aaaa (dah tanya, nama dia Alep Safuan bahaha tak dosa dah)
12) Nizam Choo, yang mula-mula tak jadi datang namun tiba-tiba muncul bersama Ali dan yang lain-lainnya.

all of us!

okay mari kita keep it simple for the preparation story sebab the birthday girl wasn' there hehe. sampai Damas dalam pukul 2 macam tu terus shoot pergi settle check in amik kunci semua gedebak gedebuk masuk bilik. seriously bilik dia cantik sangat. all white semua ada seterika dapur pisau kuali semuaaa ada. quite besar lah jugak and the interior design looks modern memang cantik. no picture here, pergi google. masuk aje bilik terus setting alih-alihkan furniture sofa coffee table semua takde buang masa ke apa sebab nak potong buah lagi apa lagi kan.

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segala macam pokok-pokok tu semua bawak dari rumah Elda yang comelnya bukan Elda yang pergi petik okay, rupanya mak dia yang tolong petik. -__-" haha! tetapi kalau tengok barang-barang yang kitorang angkut macam kan nak tido sana seminggu serius siap luggage beg bagak ikea beberapa paper bag belum termasuk beg pakaian masing-masing lagi. pfttt hehe. siap ada pinggan mangkuk lagi belum tembikai 2 bijik nenas beberapa bijik limau mandarin lagi jajan lagi.

di sekitar persediaan untuk celebration di malam hari;

omg ada terlalu banyak gambar ingatkan nak edit dulu kasi kolaj banyak-banyak tetapi tetiba sekarang tengah ada mood nak berbelog kalau nak edit lagi kat talipon baru nak menulis, alamatnya mungkin bulan depan pulak mood tu sampai. haih tak boleh letak banyak-banyak pula gambarrrrrr. hmmm.

okay kasi can lah sikit kitorang nak fefeeling lepas penat mendeko bersama eric makanya kitorang pun bervain lah sampai retak skrin taliponnnnn.

yang penting adalah keyakinan takde mood nak pakai walau selapik bedak bayi di mukaaaaa. mood's being a bitch malam tu selambek iols tak pakai apa benda langsung pun kat muka. brrrrr.

hahhh puas ke hati kau tipahhh kate nak keep it simple tetapi meletakkan beriban-riban muka sendiri sahajaaaa?! huehuehuee.

OK LAST GAMBAR PEBERET!

okay lepas dah settle setting table semua, sementara menunggu birthday princess sampai, sempat juga lah nak camwhore lagi beberapa ribu keping.

KAHKAHKAH!

last touch before Tasha sampai. at this time tengah tunggu Tasha naik atas.

time ni kitorang dah siap sedia tunggu bunyi pintu aje so that kitorang boleh menyorok dalam bilik yang tak berapa nak bilik pon sebab actually kat tepi tu dia terbukak luas. hehe. by the time kitorang dengar je bising-bising kat luar kitorang pun kelam kabut menyorok masuk bilik and curik-curik dengar conversation diorang. oleh kerana mata Tasha kena tutup dari carpark so dia memang tak tau menahu lah pasal tempat ni. dia ingatkan nak naik atas amik barang aje and dia bayangkan dia ada makan-makan feeling candlelight dinner tepi pool ke apa sebab Mas suruh bawak baju lebih bahaha.

time masuk dalam suite tu Mas suruh Tasha duduk kat sofa and Tasha macam kaget ke apa ke terusss;

"kenapa i kena duduk?"

"sejuknya tempat ni?"

"kenapa i tak boleh bukak mata?"

of course we being the curious ones curik-curik tengok ikut almari tepi tu boleh nampak okkk. Tasha macam gelabah ke apa kenapa Mas tetiba suruh duduk kat sofa lepas tu itu takpe itu takpe tetapi kenapa kena tutup mata. haha. lepas dalam 5 minit macam tu Mas pun bukak mata Tasha dan terbentang lah segala banner dan makanan dan cake dan Hawaiian deco kitoranggg and Tasha punya reaction time tu was so very much priceless ok!

"CANTIKNYAAAA" kata Tasha dengan suara yang terus lemah gemalai lemah lembut padahal tadi baru marah Mas sebab tak bukak tutup mata dia kahkahkah.

"siapa buat semua ni?"

"wahhhh mermaid cakeeeee!"

kitorang kat dalam dah saling genggam tangan tanda gembira sebab Tasha eksaited. well, it's Tasha kitorang adalah sangat cuak kerana takut dia expect lebih dan kitorang tak mampu capai tahap expectation dia. amboihhh kemain. hehe. tapi betullll nihhh. sebab dia jenis kalau segala birthday orang lain dia yang akan pecah kepala brainstorm segala siap macam-macam keluar idea vavabom dia makanya bila birthday dia semua orang adalah takut kalau-kalau tak best sangat. it's so much different planning birthday girl dengan birthday boy punya surprise ok.  (atau mungkin sebab yang lelaki memasing dah ada girlfriend so yang pecah kepala adalah girlfriend mereka sendiri hehehe)

ok. dan cuba teka apa yang Mas buat lepas tu?

yes, Mas ajak pergi tengok bedroom. bahahaha. ini kelakar kerana sebenarnya kitorang ada kat situ tapi sebab Tasha tak tau so dia macam otometik;

"kenapa kita tak potong cake dulu?"

"buat apa you bawak i ke sini?"

dan....

bila Tasha jalan lalu tepi bedroom tu dan akhirnya pusing belakanggg, otometik kitorang jerit "Happy Birthday Tashaaaa" lalu gangster bertattoo itu pon menitiskan setitik airmata, no joke! i mean, Azrahhh kot kemon lahhh kate gangster tetapi gangster menangis hmmm dasar hati tiada bertabah hmmm. and you know after that adalah mushy corny group hug dan thank you dan jangan menangis pleaseeee moment well girlssss *rollseyes*

akhirnya Natasha the mermaid birthday girl pun dibawa ke depan semula untuk betul-betul meneliti hasil kerja kami.

sebenarnya kan, sebenarnya lah kannn Tasha bad mood dengan Mas tau before the surprise tuh. sebab Mas macam keep on delaying time ke apa.

His side of the story:

Dear diary,

today is my girlfriend's birthday. my one and only Natasha Azrah Zarak Kamal.
i know she's been waiting for this.
i have planned and prepared everything within my power.
i want it to be perfect and magical.
i want to make her happy,
because she's my sweetheart, my mermaid, the one that i love - with all my heart.
she looks happy today, pretty as always.
we strolling around Publika, hand in hand it was beautiful.
however, LANGIT TIDAK SELALU CERAH.
if an hour ago her face is the brightest,
now her face looks like she's gonna eat me.
what do i do?
why is everyone taking so long to get it all done?!
she's getting impatient and well, i'm not going to lie, 
i'm getting nervous too.
is everything okay in the apartment?
did they manage to cater everything?
why isn't anyone updating me anything/!
i better text Mommy now.

so here it goes,

KAHKAHKAH.

ini adalah text mas pada pukul 7 malam. highlight: DIA DAH START MARAH I. huahuahuaa. well, the mermaid is no longer a mermaid, dah bertukar jadi gangster bertattoo dia. because diorang dah berpusing-pusing kat publika berapa lama kannn semata-mata nak tunggu kitorang yang kat suite ni prepare everything.

ada satu lagi cerita pilu diceritakan oleh Mira gf Alan Naif. the initial plan was konon-konon macam nak terserempak kat sana ke apa makanya Alan Naif dan Mira pun gigih bersiar-siar kat publika sana. sekalik Mas tukar plan, tak payah pura-pura terserempak and make sure jangan terserempak langsung. nak dijadikan cerita, agaknya dah tak jadi nak berlakon tu Alan Naif ngan Mira pun pergi lah makan kat Ben's sanaaa, sekalik rupa-rupanya Tasha pun nak makan kat sana. di dalam kegelabahan, Mas text (ke call?) Alan Naif cakap "kau blah, kau blahhh skang aku nak bawak Tasha makan situ" Alan Naif ngan Mira tengah makan kottt time tu, terus tak jadi and tapau makanan dorang lelaju. pftttt things you do for your best friend *sighs* haha. note to Mas (if you ever reading this), tunggu je lahhh payback time masa birthday Mira nanti. August kan? ok tunggu sanaaaaa! (vahhh kuajaqqq menjadi mancis menyalakan minyak pada arang yang tengah membara, berdosa fasheeha berdosaaa)

meanwhile..

Her side of the story:

dear diary,
finally! today is the dayyyy!
today i turn 25 yeayyy!
boyfriend already booked me for the day hihihi i wonder what he's up to :)))
okay now, how should i make my hair? updo or let it loose?
my dress, my dress! which belt will go perfect with this white dress hmm.
oh oh i couldn't find a necklace that goes with my dress damn must be somewhere here in my drawer!
god, if Elida Dulbahri is here i wouldn't be like this.
shit okay relax i need my mantraaa Athirah Zawidi where are you?!
________________________________________________________

auw my man looks extra handsome today!
must be the hair and the facial hair. :-3
i wonder where he's gonna take me. :')
did you know he asked me to bring extra clothes along?
sheeshhhh what is he thinkinggg?
are we gonna have a candlelight dinner at water theme park or what?!
what about my hairrrr?!
hmmm. 
oh, so Publika it is.
striding along, hand in hand with my pretty man, this feels good.
but why does he look distracted?
what is wrong with this guyyyy what is it so urgent that you need to reply your friends text now?
it's my birthdayyyy!
your iPhone is important than me, it seems.
i'm before your eyes, yet your eyes are set on your phone.
this is frustrating.
this is not what i pictured my birthday will be like.
all i want for my birthday is you - spending your day with me.
us, only two of us.
don't you love me, Sayang?
don't i mean everything to you?
hmmmm.
i need food. i want Ben's.
oh wait, so he thinks he's the only one that has phone?
better check mine.
and reply people's birthday wishes.

of course, Natasha Azrah replied my long text wishes 12 hours later! pftttt so much for us being sisters. brrrr. muehehehe. and for the record my dear, EVERYONE IS MY FAVOURITE. you included. pftttt. hehe.

tak tau lah coincidence ke hape, but these two people texted me at the same time okayyy tak caye pergi tengok time diorang send text tu. gittewwww.

okay back to the event.

selepas disepraiskan, elok-elok hati tengah panas terus cair sejuk dan bahagia. mesti Tasha rasa berdosa kerana melancarkan perang dingin terhadap Mas. huahuahuaa.

i think what makes the night so perfect adalah kerana the birthday girl really enjoyed herself. semuaaaa makanan dia makan okay. dan her reaction didn't i already say it, PRICELESS.

ada games jugaaaa, kitorang main limbo rock (kan nama dia yang kena lentik badan bawah palang tu?), kitorang menyanyi, menari, makan dan berborak sampai pukul 4 pagi occay. dan pukul 5 pagi orang lain semua dah tidur si dugong duyung pun senyap-senyap buka peti ais dan sambung makan lagi. serius tak tipu! siapa cakap orang gemuk ajeeee kuat makan ahem ehem.

Alan PBear punya tembikai

nampak buah-buahan tu? ada lagi satu bekas dalam peti ais. habisss okay. habissss. cuba teka siapa habiskan? yes, Bob the builder! orang pro, sambil menyanyi sambil makan buah okayyy. relax.

amboiii, sampai 3. kakakaka.

group photo!

lastly, bagi pihak host,

thank you everyone kerana memeriahkan majlis! this party would never be the same without each and everyone of you!

NAHHH TERIMALAH CIUMAN MESRA DARI MAS ASHRIQ SHAZWAN!

sehingga bertemu lagi.

Happy Birthday Natasha Azrah. :)

i love you and you're one of my favourites too don't you ever dare to think you're not!

i love you girls so much it's so overwhelming you had no idea! hihi.

-Mmy, The Queen-