Roller Coaster March

this month has been a hell of roller coaster for me.

busy with capital B and U and S and Y, i kid you not!

almost everyday ada je plan after work and my weekends are well - everyone's weekend. i'm a very home person (if there is such a term hehehe) i like staying at home doing absolutely nothing just chill with myself. of course, i'm the most self-conceited slash obsessed slah fish (selfish btw, you DO get it kan?) person in the world i've ever known.

wish i could blog more, there are so many things i wanted to share but had no time to, no laptop oso. you prolly wouldn't believe me sebab i played this busy-no-time card way too often tetapi i have a proof okayyy and here it is;

7 unpublished entries. i don't totally neglect you, blog. i may be busy but i love pouring my heart out here. amboi, poyo.

so ijinin kak bedah laju-laju update bulan march punya aktiviti which if i had more time later, i'll blog about it in details. don't put your hope too high, kak bedah is busyyy dan by the time kak bedah sudah tidak sibuk lagi, cerita pun sudah basi. hmm. hehe.

1) my two sisters who decide to pop out in March, how convenient *rollseyes*

Xeera and Ira. celebrated both birthdays. Ira's with all the clans and Xeera's with only me and her.

a very quick one. distance what? pftttt johor and kl were just next to each other kan? it's funny how during our uni years i hated wearing anything black and white while she's the one with 239 black cardigans and now it's the opposite. she was wearing something bright (who the hell was she?!! i screamed to myself at that time), it's orange blouse omg that's not xeera that's just not her! and me, wearing something dull *coughs* lawyer-like *coughs* kind of kurung. seriously, what happened to both of us? missing each other so much that we literally switched souls ke macam mana ni?! btw, her birthday was on 13 March, it's not too late to wish her GO NOW. i need to write something about her. this one definitely needs a longggg post with a lot of pictures in it! later, insyaallah.

Ira's birthday was another whole lot different story that deserves one long post which i don't have time yet to write kakakaka. there was a surprise party for her it's sweet it's meaningful yada yada too bad i can't find the pictures in my phone (must have forgotten to save it from whatsapp group MY BAD!) so up above was the intimate dinner she had with her 8 years 8 months boyfriend, Alan on her birthday. they had lobsters whatever so pissed off why was i not even there pfttt whatever really whatever. oh dan rupanya ada sesuatu yang come. did you know time celebrate birthday ira tu tetiba ali datang dan cakap "kau tak tulis pon pasal birthday aku kat blog kau. hari-hari aku check tapi takde. birthday anan pon takde!" olololo comel walaupun part HARI-HARI AKU CHECK tu sounds a lil bit exaggerated tetapi i'd love to think he checks my blog daily. kuang kuang kuanggg bye.

2) weddings.

Anis Amira the primary school classmate.

hmmmm the problem with standing next to a beaut, you look so ugly duckling. haha.

Ieda and EG - both are my friends from different circles.

i have a picture of me standing in between the bride and groom just to piss them off tetapi they are good people they think it's completely okay omg whyyy?! tak jadi nak letak sebab tak memarahkan pon hmm. EG ni kawan time sekolah menengah. used to tease him a lot back in form 1 tapi dia memang jenis cool, sengih-sengih aje tetapi telinga merah. telinga merah tu tanda malu lettewwww. ieda pulak kawan time kat uitm sarawak - laptop mu laptop ku jua, bilik mu bilik ku jua. i installed games in her laptop pizza frenzy cake mania semuaaa tu and i got bored shortly after makanya ieda ni lah yang main sampai menang pftt. dan time tu kegilaan aku adalah lagu-lagu indon melly goeslow semua tuh makanya aku transfer semua lagu tu dalam laptop dia dan dia pon kebetulan suka juga makanya jadi lah laptop bersama tau tak time dia kahwin dia bukak lagu-lagu tu? they make a good sweet nice couple, so glad they end up together!

3) occasional casual dine outs

fiqsgastronomy with le close cousin, tya.

with my hommies, pishang-pishang sekalian.

 with the girlfriends, Vio and D.

look who decided to pay me a visit at work on friday (oh yesterday)

another outing with the same Mademoiselle.

oops busy fasheeha with the sloppiest ever eyebrows! haha.

Lola came for a visit all the way from setia city mall - no pictures of us pfttt vhatttt izzz dizzz nonzenzeee. of course when guest came to your place you gotta treat her something she likes. caramel macchiato. okay.

dinnerina with ballerinas.

the blue flowers decided to make an appearance to every picture of us. sigh that attention whore haih.


4) quick catchups

ha ha ha RUNNING EVENT. she must had knocked her head or something. nice try! BUT NO.

the brave bitch that dares to not text me first who does she think she is why do i have to text her first omg why is she trying to be invisible this bitch so pfttt.

aaaaa so a lot moreeee malas nak carik dalam phone!

5) sad news everywhere

apart of MH370 and the death sentence of ikhwanul muslimin, i have quite a rough month also.

Mr. Daddy was admitted due to early symptoms of stroke and a sky high blood pressure. nothing to worry here, Daddy is a lot better now. well, not actually but as long as he's not hospitalized and he's taking his medicine religiously, i'm more than happy already! was so glad i'm surrounded by concerned people who called and texted me but i was too busy to even properly reply. sorry! talked to xeera about this auwww man does she knowww how to comfort me! :') but i cried a lot that particular weekend it has been quite some time i didn't cry that much couldn't even remember if i ever cried that much before haha all is well now, i'm back at being the chirpy me.

my uncle was also admitted and warded due to breathing problem something that has to do with oxygen in but carbon dioxide can't out i dunno. my uncle was big before but stroke eats him up he's now half of his size (or maybe even quarter). so sadddd because i am close to him okayyy i spent most of my teenage years with my acu and paksu! babysit their twin sons, followed them everywhere (bowling, karaoke, snooker centre yes they're cool people), slept at their house.

6) the goodbyes

cherryn resigned last monday. one of the closest ones to me in the office. check out the huge bum of mine! god, those extra fleshes or fats whatever need to just poof and gone!

introducing you my ex boss (haha EX okayyy), the ever so fierce Noni! doesn't look so fierce here but wait until you hear she screams calling your name! cold feet. shivers. heart pumping so fast. face turning blue. the boss that once made me lose my sleep at night. haha. but also the same person who offered me to work in Jakarta.

aaaaaaa wish i can update more but i'm in the middle of something.

hope your month is much more fulfilling than mine!

till then.

:)